
I miss this with my Jeep.
Oh lord yes in my life #nike #kicks #Batman #FTW #spoilme (Taken with instagram)
I NEED THESE IN MY LIFE

What could’ve been, what could be.
How ironic that I should find this now. Coincidence? I think not.
He’s not like any of the other guys I’ve ever dated or met. He makes me laugh, he’s sweet to me, he does things simply to make me happy no matter what, we can have conversations about nothing and everything at the same time…he’s one of my best friends; everything comes easy with him.
I’ve known him for almost a year now and we’ve had a little on and off fling ever since December….but he says he doesn’t know if he’s ready for a commitment. We like each other a lot, we make each other happy and enjoy being around each other…but he just won’t make that leap. & honestly, it’s killing me. I understand it completely because I just got out of a relationship but when I’m with him nothing else matters…problems in my life don’t exist.
I tell him he makes me smile and that life sucks when he’s not around every chance it comes up…and I know I do the same for him because he makes it very clear. It’s not a case of trying to tell him I like him. It’s a matter of me wanting to go up to him, shake him, and tell him to ask me out already so that we can both be happy together and get through life as a team, and kiss the hell out of him. But I also don’t want to end up pushing him away.
He just drives me crazy! You know? In a good and bad way. It’s not that I CAN’T picture my life without him…because I’ve had to. But it’s more so that I don’t WANT to do it again. I don’t want to have to deal with the pain of knowing I can’t talk to him. And honestly…I think I’m in love with him. & I know what love feels like. I’m just scared that it’ll never happen and that he’ll never realize it and that I’ll be stuck dreaming again, waiting on another guy to show up that can make me forget all about the moments I’ve shared with him.
I just…I know it would work with him…it already does, he just won’t make me his. No other guy compares. & I’m tired of acting like they do. All I want is him.